Monday blues, just as i thought it will be gone forever now that school has started already. Unfortunately it seems inevitable. That afternoon class never fails to leave me in a confused and fustrated state. Seeing it in a different light, its another tough challenge that i should handle with care.

This week is even more hectic and tiring because of submission. But never too stressed to make me breakdown. It was until the depressing tuesday that left me in a daze. Skipped my favourite tv programmes-ANTM and Grey's anatomy just to complete my work. But the outcome wasn't well received. I knew i didn't have time to make any ammendments, so i make do with it. The grade received was worst than i expected. Even in poly i have never attained a borderline pass grade at all. Shocked and devasted i stood there in silence, staring hard at that grading sheet to ensure that i didn't overlook anything. Even the grading system was so different from poly. instead of A,B,C,D,F it was classified under class 1(70 and above), upper class 2 (60-69)and lower class 2(50-59), class 3(40-49) and fail. It took me quite awhile to figure out what these terms and mark ranges were all about. Isn't it queer that 40-49 was considered a borderline pass instead of the usual fail? Anyway it just feels crappy inside out.

Perfection, i'm gonna work on it. Even though i'm not a perfectionist but now i felt the need to. It shouldn't be the case of easily satistified with any outcome of things. It's about challenging oneself to go the extra mile.

Time, i wished i had more. Sleep, i wished i had less. If only an hr of sleep is able to statisfy me then i'll have more time to spare. Unfortunately, i know myself well and this will not be feasible. Yes, I envy those who needs little rest.